"As the days passed and I grew further into the Clara persona, and deeper into femininity, it seemed that Tom and my old life was drifting further and further away"

Maddy finds more new ways to humiliate Clara - her ex-boyfriend. This involves another visit from Andrew the back street surgeon and a course of female hormones!

But Clara is starting to have doubts. Does she really want to go back to being Tom? After all, she's having far too much fun as a girl!

And as Clara's relationship with new boyfriend, Michael, moves to another level, she wonders will they ever find happiness together?

And as Clara grows closer to her new sister Louise, she wonders if she can leave her new family behind, despite suffering at the hands of Maddy.

A horrifying event settles everything for Clara once and for all.